{"id":349,"date":"2019-08-10T21:56:37","date_gmt":"2019-08-11T01:56:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.lydiaink.com\/?p=349"},"modified":"2020-05-10T21:25:40","modified_gmt":"2020-05-11T01:25:40","slug":"what-matters","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/2019\/08\/10\/what-matters\/","title":{"rendered":"What Matters?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What matters?&nbsp; The stone or the throw?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No, I&#8217;m not being a political moron.&nbsp; I&#8217;m not political at all, I ponder literature and with the greatest of interest.&nbsp; Lilting, lovely, lofty, lulling language-literature.&nbsp; Nobody likes a conspiracy theorist on the opposite side of a substantial answer, so listen carefully to what I say. Is literature, the stone or the throw?&nbsp; It matters, you know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Literature is a story turned into an image by those who cannot stand a story.&nbsp; The stake that pierces the heart turns into a phallic symbol in the mouth of a wanton virgin.&nbsp; That interpretation at least provide the weary a much-deserved pause; what type of mind twists violence into a symbol?&nbsp; A theologian with a point to make; he&#8217;s not mentally ill?&nbsp; Maybe a Phd who wants the world of academia to shrug off the uptight demeanor of higher education.<br>\nSo I pay for the post modern pages of ink and typeface paper.&nbsp; I love particularly the critic&#8217;s comment that a dead writer wrote in a modern style.&nbsp; The author is before his or her time is often a favorite waste of pen and page. &nbsp; I consider a reader who sits within the comforts of a dusty, winged-back chair who tosses such books aside knowing the dead scribbler reached 21st century stagnation before the rest of us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wander the streets of Chicago at night because I can; because I&#8217;m old and read all the sunny day long in a room without windows and where the air pushes its way into my rectangular basement through stainless steel tubes. &nbsp;&nbsp; I am a god (notice the small &#8216;g&#8217; please) among the crowds that inhabit this metropolis and pave its roads and destroy its beauty into another sort of beauty.&nbsp; All the while contemporary writers enlighten the living, breathing cynic of the terrors of the past, the savagery of existing under a world with no written word but for a select few who enforced rigid morality.&nbsp; The woes of humanity, how did they survive?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fuck is an old acronym.&nbsp; Urban legend?&nbsp; Well, you know best.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don&#8217;t compose a single sentence; I read.&nbsp; When I&#8217;ve had my fill I sit and hold the glossy shiny magazines under the electric lights which the municipality provides.&nbsp; Reading the articles is pointless but reading the critical reviews of novels which none will recognize in 100 years is a romp.&nbsp; I hide in the plain light of darkness; I&#8217;m allowed to for now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There is a problem.&nbsp; The hordes are catching on. There was a day in this 21st century I could drag the life out of a person and no one noticed.&nbsp; Those who did noticed yearned for me too.&nbsp; None interfered.&nbsp; Today a few are raising their crosses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You think I mock?&nbsp; Or do you assume I jest?&nbsp; The ones with the power of the pen often do at the end but not me, I read, I don&#8217;t write, mock or jest.&nbsp; The best lie is one that is closest to the truth.&nbsp; Here is a key to the future; the audience has left.&nbsp; What does that mean?&nbsp; Here is your real answer; who will clean up this mess?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I walk as a god amongst those who have no want for good or evil, I will fight the war that is coming when the deceived readers become an indignant mob.&nbsp; It always happens.<br>\nI frankly don&#8217;t give a damn either way.&nbsp; It is not my business to discover a winner outside of myself or worry which sides wins as long as a continual movement of deception pushes along the time line.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I applaud the striving for self-actualization that everyone demands as a right rather than a responsibility.&nbsp; There we gods have done well, the mortal is no longer created but is an occurrence. &nbsp; Breathe deeply, locate the hum of the universe, a moment of joy will pull you along until another minute of\u2026 ecstasy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;ll read all your old stories verbatim and laugh.&nbsp; Yes, those solid answers that reveal truth.&nbsp; It&#8217;s not my fault you are looking for gratification.&nbsp; I will give you a moment of just that-gratification.&nbsp; Ah that moment of victory and then terror is worth a thousand lives and I have thousands more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It is the throw.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What matters?  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