{"id":407,"date":"2019-10-29T13:09:34","date_gmt":"2019-10-29T17:09:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.lydiaink.com\/?p=407"},"modified":"2020-05-10T16:06:41","modified_gmt":"2020-05-10T20:06:41","slug":"cnaejna","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/2019\/10\/29\/cnaejna\/","title":{"rendered":"Cnaejna"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Come with me to the skylines of London.<br>\nI am rejected by God for good reason.<br>\nSee the steeple, pierced deep and dimpled down between the<br>\nSteel and glass scrapers of the sky?<br>\nTake my hand and feel the ice cold sorrow of what life is,<br>\nI\u2019ll allow you to think&nbsp;you can save me.<br>\nI\u2019ve seen so many years, so many attempts at power and vindictiveness.<br>\nI did not relinquish my hope of heaven for any of these.<br>\nViolence and its shock do not soften by its frequency.<br>\nMen know this.<br>\nMy motive was to live.&nbsp; My motive is to feel.&nbsp; My desire is now.<br>\nListen to my siren voice if reason cannot defeat fear.<br>\nShe shone like a star even as a child.&nbsp; Her green eyes glowed and her<br>\nRed hair was brilliant like the sun and the mist could not defeat her.<br>\nI summoned her like all young girls that had potential to survive the<br>\nLong years of life and&nbsp;hell.<br>\nBut she loved. She loved impossibly.<br>\nSociety waste such girls on men, waste such girls on their idea of love.<br>\nI was her escape to a wandering, wailing, burning, defiant, peace.<br>\nCome with me to the skyline of London, the dark murky shadows and<br>\nMan\u2019s pitiful attempts at lighted darkness.<br>\nCome with me to find the girl, find the saint who dare shun me.<br>\nWar we\u2019ll find in the hunt for fear and frenzy.<br>\nWhat more can I give for the rejection of the life of damnation I offered?<br>\nThe cross she chose, the cross she will cling while scraping the ground<br>\nThat slips and slides, tilted toward the hell I give her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Photo by Luke Stackpoole on Unsplash<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>See the steeple, pierced deep and dimpled down between the<br \/>\nSteel and glass scrapers of the sky?<br \/>\nTake my hand and feel the ice cold sorrow of what life is,<br \/>\nI\u2019ll allow you to think you can save me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,3],"tags":[11,14,9],"class_list":["post-407","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","category-short-fiction","tag-amwriting","tag-horror","tag-poettues"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"amp_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/407","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=407"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/407\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":663,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/407\/revisions\/663"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=407"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=407"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=407"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}