{"id":874,"date":"2020-05-29T16:02:11","date_gmt":"2020-05-29T20:02:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.lydiaink.com\/?p=874"},"modified":"2020-05-29T16:02:11","modified_gmt":"2020-05-29T20:02:11","slug":"now-and-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/2020\/05\/29\/now-and-again\/","title":{"rendered":"Now and Again"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Envy is one of the 7 deadly sins. &nbsp;I\u2019m not dead yet. &nbsp;It sneaks up on a soul, envy, like the hiss of snake through grass.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Her hair was long and shiny and her legs shapely.&nbsp; She wasn\u2019t on my arm or laughing at my jokes.&nbsp; Sure, I envied the guy but only at a distance.&nbsp; Maybe I could have shaken the green-eyed monster off, but I had to see her every day walk out with him. &nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHi, how are you?\u201d Her voice chirpy as she shuffled through her mail.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cOkay, how are you?\u201d&nbsp; Me the regular guy who wore plaid shirts and worked construction.&nbsp; The guy she hung out with wore suits that glistened and white shirts so bright they appeared to glow.&nbsp; One night as they went out arm in arm.&nbsp; I imagined his conservative tie with a snorting pig on it and a bulbous tie pin.&nbsp; Fact is he didn\u2019t wear tie pins.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">They were an item for about a month, maybe a month and a half, &nbsp;then the cops were knocking on my door.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cDid you know her?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cWe said hello in the mail room.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSee her often there?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cShe lived on the floor above me.&nbsp; I saw her around.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSo, you were near neighbors.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cYeah, her and her boyfriend.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cAnybody you know?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cNo. &nbsp;Some slick guy in expensive suits.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cShe was a looker.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cSo are lots of women.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The murder made the papers and of course my fellow tenants were up in arms and worried about their kids and apartment safe dogs.&nbsp; It was too bad, and I had to squelch my grandmother\u2019s voice in my head, \u201cgirls like that deserve what they get?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I went to work the next day and the next and thought about her nearly constantly.&nbsp; The next week I was invited out for a beer with the guys and was glad to go.&nbsp; I walked into my apartment and realized I hadn\u2019t thought of her for several hours.&nbsp; In a month I thought of her occasionally.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I woke up one night with a gentle tapping on my bedroom door and she stood there looking at me all worried.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHow did you get in?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cThrough your window.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI live on the 8<sup>th<\/sup> floor.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI came in through your window.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">She stepped toward my bed and I as up and out and pressing myself against the wall.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cGet out!\u201d I shouted and she stopped.&nbsp; She was dressed how I remember her the last night I saw her alive; her slinky pink dress looked stained and her hair a mess.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cI was nice to you, I invited you in,\u201d\u00a0she whined.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I was careful and I did get away with it in a sense, problem is I see her now and again.&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Envy is one of the 7 deadly sins. &nbsp;I\u2019m not dead yet. &nbsp;It sneaks up on a soul, envy, like the hiss of snake through grass.&nbsp; Her hair was long and shiny and her legs shapely.&nbsp; She wasn\u2019t on my arm or laughing at my jokes.&nbsp; Sure, I envied the &hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"nf_dc_page":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,2,29],"tags":[15,17,16],"class_list":["post-874","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-short-story","category-flash-fiction","category-ghost-story","tag-fridayreads","tag-ghoststory","tag-storyfriday"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"amp_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/874","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=874"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/874\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":876,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/874\/revisions\/876"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=874"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=874"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lydiaink.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=874"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}